I want to be so much more than I am,
I want to love you with so much more of my life.
I want to wake up every morning
not breathing air, but breathing you in.

I'm tired of wasted breaths,
carrying around an empty heart
because letting you break me is too scary.

The fact is, I'm broken already
but not a God-broken.
Just a messed up,
lonely
longing
of the world broken.
Be close to me,
I can't do this life without you
I can't wake up another morning pretending to know your love,
but shoving it off.

I love you,
but can you see it in the way I fall short?

Tonight I break,
in your presence, I will be broken
and I know I will be used for it.