impossible love.

have you ever thought to comprehend
the impossbility of God's love...
to attempt to breach the narrowness of the human mind
to grasp just how God can love you
when
you
are
you.

And grasping this concept to me
is like trying to untie the strands of my brain
and lasso the moon,
because its so unfeasible, that someone could ever love
someone
like
me.

Someone who has seen the things I have done.
Who has had read every thought on my heart,
where I hide the my secrets and guilt.
Someone who see's my shame,
and is not repulsed,
but who pursues me and the reciprocation of my love
that
much
harder.

You see, anyone else who knew me,
and I'm not talking the color of my eyes,
or my opinion of the current weather,
but really KNOWS me,
every thought, every hair on my head, every thing..
should never be able to love me.
Not after
all
I've
done.

It's inconcievable, that such love can exist,
a love that keeps no record of wrongs,
that loves in all circumstance,
that forgives instantly,
that perserveres always,
that would
die
for
you.

But He is that love.
That impossible, unthinkable, unfathomable love.
And everything about myself that I am ashamed of,
His blood has turned to beauty.
He has perfected every weakness.

His love is impossible,
but amazing...
and I can only aspire to be an outlet of His love,
to accept peoples flaws and weakness,
to kiss the faces of the diseased and dirty,
because my narrow mind cannot comprehend that love,
but I want it,
to have and to give...

impossible, love.